It’s been a few days since the incident. I never thought I had to live alone, except with Jelly, that is. However, I’m still lonely. As much as I hate to admit it, I wasn’t the most independent duck, SwaySway helped me a lot with tying my shoes, and other things. It’s also hard to take care of Jelly myself, but the hardest thing of all is driving the rocket van. I have to stretch myself out to be tall enough to reach the controls. I still don’t have much experience driving the rocket van, but I’m getting better at it.
To be honest if I didn’t have the responsibility of being the last Breadwinner on Pondgea, I would have joined my bap right after the first time he left. Besides, it was my fault that he’s gone, if only I didn’t try to “fix” that specific day with the Yeasterday Bread. I will forever despise myself for making that mistake.
Everyone noticed he was gone so I had to tell the truth. I couldn't tell them he quit, SwaySway would never do that. Everyone who was friends with SwaySway was sad, but nobody's grief could rival mine. SwaySway was indeed my best bap ever, if I wanted to play a game, have a party, share some bread(which was hard), or if I just needed somebody to cheer me up when I'm upset, it was SwaySway who was always there for me, but thanks to me being a feather brain, I don't even have SwaySway anymore.